snake pit/friends change

you know...


it's amazing. the people you meet in life. you want to believe that they're all somehow different from one another.


and maybe some of them are...but maybe not. if you look behind their unimportant opinions, or their generosity...if you look past what they say and focus on HOW they say it, their body language and their behavior...people aren't that different.



some people are genuine, some people pretend to be. some try to buy you because the more they spend on you, the more you may overlook the red flags that warn you about the ugly things they'll do to you in the future.

so harmless in their intentions. they care about you soooo much...what I don't know is that "this" hurts THEM as much as it hurts me.

please.

get over yourself you fucking weakling. your glorious connections are fake. your endless justifications are a defense mechanism built to mask your tawdry, meaningless fling. let you tell it, it's not deception...you just can't control what you feel. whine, whine, whine. what are you toddlers? you frauds need to grow a pair (ovaries or testes. pick one). let's make this crystal: you aren't heroes of the heart, your grand schemes always end ONE way. people like you are VULTURES. don't ever get yourself twisted and think that the way you operate is noble.

it isn't.


"friends change over money, change over women..."


a few years ago, i never had reason to question a person's motives. i now see that i should have been questioning everyone's motives at all times. not to be paranoid...just to be aware. it seems as though we're almost doomed. it's like there's no way to separate ourselves from the people that cause us strife, they seem to just reincarnate in the form of close "friends" elsewhere in life.

it's actually sad.

you go for years thinking you're tight with a person. as it would turn out, you never really knew them at all...


nice to meet you,





custamato~