Sunday, November 9, 2008

pretend it never was...

finally back...

i've been wanting to get back into my college frame of mind for over a year now. i've finally managed to scrap my way back into a class.

in a few short months i'll be back on the frontlines. a fulltime student again.

the seasons are changing. so are our dispositions. interesting to watch. there is something rueful about the switch from summer to fall. still, there is a beauty surrounding the time for me. i think i'm more comfortable in the frigid months as it is. everything will die soon...physically and figuratively. those deaths will give way to new breakthroughs, new loves, new lives.

pain as an afrodisiac.

next spring we will all pretend we are ok because the sun is out and everyone sees us.

maybe we will be ok...