fuck has' day...time served

i haven't written about this in a while.



being as though i was hyping my cd to insurmountable heights...i had to chill for a second. i didn't want ya'll thinking it was gon' be "cuban linx" and shit.



but there is a reason for me to shout-


my new project is done. it's going to be mastered this week i think, and i'll start posting it for you all to listen to very soon.




'08 is the year.



"fuck has' day" is the name.





the title (in case you were wondering) comes from a little running gag i had. it's a way of accounting for those trashy chunks of life where any/everything that can go wrong...does. i figured if things are this bad it MUST be fuck has' day.

that's the only explanation. i couldn't be this horrible a person to this many people. the annual fuck has' day festival must be on and poppin'. why do they call it annual anyway? seems like it goes on all year around...





anyway, the cd sounds incredible. the songs are on fire, the beats are smashing, the mix is crazy...i'm a fan, what can i say?



here's the track list:

1. prelude
2. calibration
3. f*ck has' day
4. the usual way
5. unsigned m.c.'s
6. hands
7. molotov cocktails
8. all's fair





some of you reading this have the 2005 album from my "8 years longer than it should have been" group, stranje dayz. it's called "the undisputed". i think if you look hard enough, you can find a bootleg of it on the information super-highway somewhere. if you don't have it, you aren't missing anything. i guess since rap music is so vomit-inducingly wretched now-a-days...the people who did get a hold of it really enjoyed it. as for me...not so much. maybe i'm a critic, maybe i just dislike my former partner THAT much-

but i guess it says something that i've never gotten a bad response behind that cd.



for now though...no dwelling on "the undisputed", or my lack of truly solo material. i've got some now.



let's celebrate.



next f.h.d. post: a preview of the ep i've been talking about since july. stay tuned.




custamato~

random thing

i am currently reading the da vinci code.

yea it came out in 2003, so what? i'm just getting around to it...so far its been instrumental in washing the taste of the movie out of my mouth.

what an atrocity.

shame on you, ron howard. shame.



after that...lords of chaos: the bloody rise of the satanic metal under-ground.



i get around.




custamato~

crank what??

ok.

soulja boy - crank dat.

what does it mean to "superman that hoe"? this question first came up in a conversation with my dudes odin smith & icon the mike king.

apparently an urban dictionary (whatever that means) defined it as: ejaculating on a girl's back, and then putting a blanket on her back so it sticks. thus when she stands up...she looks like she's wearing a cape.

wow.

that is stupid. i mean, i guess i can get behind it cause it is a little freaky but that...is stupid.


soulja boy defends: "You can tell whoever wrote that was intending to stop my shine. The way they wrote words...it was professionally typed. Ain’t nobody doing nothing like that."


*sigh*

wait...this is my favorite part: "The way they wrote words...it was professionally typed."



aaaaanyway. he says it isn't sexual, and furthermore whoever is "intending to stop his shine" was too late. they're already on the the next soft shoe sambo shuffle...i mean single.

anyone up for ringtones?

custamato~

spotless mind

why am i thinking about you?





you shouldn't even exist to me anymore...but you do. one of the closest things to my mind. to my heart.



the worst thing to ever waltz into my life. the thing i can't forget no matter how i try.





aren't you powerful?


i try to write you out of my body but you savagely hold on. if i keep pulling...you'll rip me inside out. you've been in me so long that i don't know how i'll feel without you. but sometimes...i think i'll feel like something is missing.

you abused me.

but on occasion, everything in me wants you back in my life-



i love you and hate you all at once. my miasma...my orchid. i can only hope i torture you the same way.




a period of longing


-A

letters from the edge...

"what a time you chose to be born..."





i won't say much about what's going on with me. it would take far too long. i will say things could be a hell of a lot better.

home is tragic. i am damaged.


i've been here too many times before...something has to give. i'm hoping a profound solution will make itself known.

soon.






waiting for the sky to open up-


one.






custamato~

relationships 101

ok class


i never do these little quizzes but eh...what the hell? i'm more bored than a little bit.
this one's about relationships-

heeeeeeere we go...

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty?
single annnnd kinda flirty. and sometimes naked.
usually when i come to the front door. come to my house
and ring my doorbell...yea usually then.

2) Are you happy with that?
nah. not anymore. the single part, not the
flirty part.

3) Would you still kiss your ex?
umm i...don't know.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
haha, yes. incredibly.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
nah. none. unless...it's a superstar. not a star in the hood, a super-star. like, if your girl said "i gotta tell you something baby, i slept with brad pitt" she can kinda get a pass. but she can't say much if you ever get a chance to bone kerry washington.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with a person & honestly wanted to?
yes and yes.

8) Do you want kids?
yea. i just don't want to regret who i have them with.

9) How Many?
one or two maybe.

10.) Would you consider adoption?
perhaps.

11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yes. as a certified honesty technician i try, when applicable, to be
up front. i think other people should try as well. i know you don't think
i'm supposed to figure it out? i, contrary to popular belief, am NOT
a psychic.

12) Do you like someone you know you cant have?
yea, i'm sure i can scrounge somebody up.

13) Have you ever fallen in love?
unfortunately i have.


14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
that's cool i guess.

15) Do you believe that you can change someone?
no. i believe you'll suffocate in your own heartache and
frustration if you try. better to let them be broken, and
move on if at all possible.

16) Is it a good day?
meh. it's alright.

17) Have you ever broken a heart?
uh...i doubt it, but i wish i had.

18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
i doubt it. if she does, they're probably misappropriated
feelings of hate stemming from something i never did
to her. my old psychology text called this "projection".

19) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
not really. i think a bond between 2 people should
be strong enough to maintain if you had to endure some
distance for a while. we shouldn't end up like one of
those couples on the real world that, thru all their everlasting,
earth shattering love...can't survive 4 months
apart. weak.




there you have it folks. see you next time...




custamato~