Saturday, August 11, 2007

run 4 the sun...

the chase is only as good as your brain fathoms the ending to be.





that has to be it. otherwise why bother?



i've been chasing girls like a damn looney tunes (wile e. coyote...hello?) character my whole life. i like a lot of different kinds of women. some of them are unattainable. i invest way too much in the idea of courting them. it's wasted energy.


i could be focusing that energy toward something that'll pay off. or someone that can reciprocate my feelings.





now, for the sake of discussion i'll say there are 2 possible outcomes of any chase. i don't mean that in a win/lose sense, where you get the girl (or guy if you're into that) or you don't.


a pursuit can be a taxing endeavor. for some of us, it affects the lives we lead beyond the cat and mouse games we play with each other. for some of us...the chase wears us to the metal. others thrive on the possibility of another conquest and the mere thought, even if it never pans out, is intoxicating.



the chase can either dull or sharpen "the blade".





off hand, i can think of 2 (or 3 depending on how honest i'm feeling that day) females that i'm pretty sure i can't have for some reason or another. yet the idea of roping them in is both exciting, and exhausting. if keeping the idea alive is the essence of optimism, then what's the lesson plan for failure?




this isn't a movie folks. it rarely works out like a fairy tale. the person you wind up with is usually not so elusive as to be unattainable. at least that's what it seems like to me...of course, i'm looking from the outside in. you see, every girl i've ever been involved with is a raging psycho. depending on how you look at that fact...a lot can be said about me, or about them.


but that's a story for another time-




here's another question: when (if at all) does the chase become obsolete? all things eventually perish, change and/or evolve in some way. yet, after all these thousands of years i still have to practically bash some chick's melon in and drag her into my cave to even have a shot at something resembling a relationship.


in other words, there's a lot of work involved.


fun fact: here is the most important thing you need to know about human interaction: people don't understand the concept of human interaction.




people, usually due to some idiosyncronous trigger (read: emotional baggage) manage to find these ignorant reasons as to why the two of you aren't compatible. then they rush into the arms of the worst possible choice of mate on all of the green earth. after that falls apart, they crawl back to safety of your practical and understanding embrace...and tell you how they thought this one was gonna be special-


"we met and we couldn't keep our hands off each other!". the only thing she couldn't keep from you was how great a friend AND NOTHING MORE you are! she goes on to tell you how she can't believe she slept with him that quick...you can't figure out why she felt you needed to know that. she tells you things like: "i don't usually swallow unless i love the guy, there was just something about him"


ok everybody meet mr. me too




not only is the chase outdated, it's been mutilated with time and idiocy. a relic from a phase of human life we should have outgrown by now. fashioned into some strange instrument of torture aimed at guys/girls considered to be undesirable by the shiny happy people.



give me a shiny happy break.









i heard a rumor that older women don't concern themselves with those childish games.



i don't believe it. but i suppose if people can believe that ice creams, and rhinestone skulls are chic, i guess i can try to believe that some women don't indulge in meaningless mind fucks.





that or i need to start learning how to like rhinestone skulls...



nah.











custamato~

2 comments:

caitlin said...

I don't think all chicks are crazy...
i'd like to pride myself on not being a psycho.





and...i have shoes, which i wear quite frequently, that happen to have rinestone skulls on them. do you hate me??

Unknown said...

"Everybody needs to read this blog... I was actually thinking about stealing it and posting it as one of my blogs... props to the kid Has-Lo.... "
Deon Jones

Well with that quote out of the way I just wanna say....

I Know,I Know, Yep, Yea, Me Too!

Girls swallow because it brings them closer to God...

You need to stop talking about Rhinestones so much, or your gonna start sounding like a Rhinestone Cowboy...